Mindless.

I've got the rope on my neck, or the gun to my head?
I'll either jump. or just pull the trigger instead.
Suicidal thoughts just pollute my mind!
Spending hours alone, just..suspended in time.
A lingering mess of hatred and dread,
Has overwhelmed my body, and filled my head!
Drowning in loss and choking on pain!
Has brought me here, past the line of insane!
The voices they shout through my bleeding ears.
As I shiver and cry in the face of my fears.
Begging for help, yet I receive none.
Losing my mind..I know I'm just done.
I've got nowhere to hide, and nothing to give!
So I'll give up my soul, so this monster can live.
Creeping up my spine, and saoking into my brain.
Why would I fight something that stops the pain?
Humanity slips, it becomes less and less.
And now insanity wins, and I am now..mindless.