You're just one of them

I should be used to it by now, shouldn't I? Being used and lied to? I mean it's not the first time it's happened.

When I saw the message saying 'I'm sorry :'( I should've known. I can't believe I didn't see it coming. When I read 'Jasmine, I love you but I think we should just be friends :( I'm so sorry :'( ' I promised myself I wouldn't cry, and here I am, 6 hours later and I still haven't shed a tear. Not because I don't care, but because I've kept my guard up so tight that I can't cry anymore. That scares me.

I thought you were different. You even promised me you weren't. Now look where we are. You're just one of them.