Why'd you have to tell me you love me?

Do you want me to die?
Because that's what's happening.
It's all just suffocating me.
I can't breath,
I feel like i'm drowning in this sea of lie's!!
Why'd you have to tell me you love me?
Can't you see it makes me want to die!!
I guess you can.
I mean if you said that must be what you wanted.
I CAN'T LOVE!!
It's impossible.
Is this what you've wanted all along?
For me to suffocate under all this weight?
Love kill's slowly.
I've taken my kiss of death.
So lay my head down.
Let me die by myself.
How its always been.
I'll never love.
Ever.