Sunshine on A Cloudy Day.

The skies are grey.
But you've gone away.
I've nothing to be proud of.
Nothing to stand for.

I lost all hope I had
when I let you down.
All I want is to take away the hurt.
That hurt that I caused.

You've ignored all the stuff I tried.
thought you never cried.
but I find that you're crying today.
as you pull away.

I sit and wonder.
was I ever what you needed.
all I did was hurt you.
Barely ever did I just hold you.

I pushed and played a game.
one I thought would end up the same.
But now you wont speak to me.
I guess friends is all we're meant to be.

I wish things didn't always take time.
But my words are choked and I can only mime.
It's hard to get the truth to you.
It's hard for my words to soak through.

What I'd give, to go back and fix this.
I'd scream to the world "My heart is his"
But I'm stuck here.
Lingering on each fear.

Forever shall I wonder in the dark.
Wondering if I'd made my mark.
I wish we could make this all work out.
but you'll probably go a different rout.

My sins haunt me.
but I love thee.
Do not forget.
That I so much regret.