Goodbye, Goodbye

Goodbye, goodbye
I need to leave
I love you all
I wish you could just see

That the girl before you
Is not as she was then
The life that she had
Is all but just gone

She blames the one
Who brought her here
Out of the land
Which she held so dear

And so comes the dark,
Lifeless in its gloom
You, leave me alone
This is my doom

Goodbye, goodbye
I say to you today
My life is now over
Go cry another day

I know you will not weep
For you have no tears
But keep the lights on
To wash away your fears

Goodbye, goodbye
My grandfather once said
I know now what he felt
I know why he is dead

Too many a night
I've lain in my bed
I've let my mind wander
Wondering what to do instead

Goodbye, goodbye
I lay down my head
My mind, it feels fuzzy
My stomach feels like led

I wish you could see
That this was the way
For me to go
I just could not stay

So much for happiness
So much for joy
My life was in ruins
From but a boy

He knew me for me
Played with my heart
I shouldn't have let myself
Fall for that part

But nevermind about that
It is over and done
It does not matter
He had his fun

But for today,
Today of all days
I bid you goodbye
Go cry another day.