My Heart

After all this time I'm still alone
Longing for reasurance and help
More fearful than I've ever known
For so long I've sat here and knelt
No more prayers to pray, no more stars to wish upon
My lungs ache as I breathe my last breaths
My heart beats faster, my grudges are withdrawn

My last words
"I need you."
All my thoughts murdered
Where were you?
Where were you when I sat here and cried?
When my life just kept on passing by?
I was cold and forever afraid
Lost and broken, betrayed
But still I call out your name
Once again taking all the blame

But who's to say it isn't my fault?
I believed you anyway
I still loved you after you left this assault
This is my mayday
The day my world comes to an end
No more playing pretend
No matter what I could ever do
I'm still laying under this arc
So it's time to say adieu
And to go forever in the dark
Because time has left its dirty marks
And I'm afraid, you've stolen my heart