And That Is Why I Stare

I gaze around corners and from across the hall,
Your beauty leaves me rooted,
unable to move.
How do you not know
how angelic your looks?
I cannot fathom
Why you are mostly alone.
I always notice you,
but there is no way you notice me.
I see you with your only friend,
Your beautiful laugh music to my ears.
When you look in my direction,
I turn away in shame.
I will never be brave enough
To look you in the face.
I guess I will just admire you from afar.
I wonder why you catch my eye like you do?
Maybe it's because I can see
Your soul through your eyes.
Maybe it's because you have this sadness
lurking behind your smile.
Or maybe it's because
people say you're a monster.
Maybe it's because I want to prove them wrong.
I feel a tap on my shoulder,
and turn around in surprise.
No one really ever
pays me any mind.
I see you looking down at me
Holding a note in your hand.
'You dropped this'
you say,
a glint in your eye.
I stutter out a thanks,
and say goodbye.
I continue to my class,
and sit down at my table.
I unfold the note,
and read it with wide eyes.
I noticed,
you keep looking at me.
And I see,
the questions in your eyes.
I know you think I'm a freak,
And I want you to stop gawking.
I look weird,
and I don't care what you think.
But the constant staring is annoying me,
So leave me alone.
Why would he think this?
How could he seem so sure?
How would he not know?
Soon,
I will tell him he is beautiful,
and that is why I stare.

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And That Is Why I Stare