I dont want the pain, but I need him

love me, lose me.

hold me, use me.

watch me go insane, as i'm sucked into your game.

another day, another bruise, another lie that I must use.

A decietful smile upon your lips, you carress me with your fingertips.

Then with your fist you kiss me face, making sure I know my place.

Then slam me up against the wall, scream that its my own fault.

They all wonder why I stay, but you'd kill me if I went away.

But there's no need to ever try, I've convinced myself of my own lie.

He just cant controll his rage, and i'm always in the way.

I only get what I deserve, so of it i'll never speak a word.

want me, use me.

hold me, abuse me.

This game of losing, I always win. I dont want the pain, but i need him.

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