I dont want the pain, but I need him
love me, lose me.
hold me, use me.
watch me go insane, as i'm sucked into your game.
another day, another bruise, another lie that I must use.
A decietful smile upon your lips, you carress me with your fingertips.
Then with your fist you kiss me face, making sure I know my place.
Then slam me up against the wall, scream that its my own fault.
They all wonder why I stay, but you'd kill me if I went away.
But there's no need to ever try, I've convinced myself of my own lie.
He just cant controll his rage, and i'm always in the way.
I only get what I deserve, so of it i'll never speak a word.
want me, use me.
hold me, abuse me.
This game of losing, I always win. I dont want the pain, but i need him.
.
hold me, use me.
watch me go insane, as i'm sucked into your game.
another day, another bruise, another lie that I must use.
A decietful smile upon your lips, you carress me with your fingertips.
Then with your fist you kiss me face, making sure I know my place.
Then slam me up against the wall, scream that its my own fault.
They all wonder why I stay, but you'd kill me if I went away.
But there's no need to ever try, I've convinced myself of my own lie.
He just cant controll his rage, and i'm always in the way.
I only get what I deserve, so of it i'll never speak a word.
want me, use me.
hold me, abuse me.
This game of losing, I always win. I dont want the pain, but i need him.
.