I Feel It

I feel cold and alone but I'll never show it,
I feel betrayed and angry but I don't regret it,
I feel dead inside but no one notices it,
I feel like disappearing but I cant do it,
I feel like I wanna run but I promised I wouldn't leave it,
I feel like I'm losing myself and my friends too but I don't show it,
I feel lost in my own head but I'm okay with it,
I feel like you left me alone but I'll get over it,
I feel that my world is crashing down so I'll try to hold on to it,
I feel my heart braking but I'll ignore it,
I feel that no one cares but I wont dwell on it,
I feel like I'm the only one who see's it,
I feel like I'll hurt my self and others too and I regret it,
I feel like it's all my fault and I know it,
I feel myself crying inside but I smile at it,
I feel like I don't know myself but I don't think about it,
I feel myself slipping off the world but know one knows it,
I feel it all I just don't show it....