Forever out of sight

If only you could hear me, if only you would care,
As I lie here in silence, I outstretch my bruised hand,
Reaching for you, reaching for something,
Something to hold on to, but I found nothing,
Nothing in this empty space,
Nothing; not even a familiar face,
Yet it is your face that I wish to see,
Your face that stares through me, so emptily,
Empty; no feelings, just hollow,
A hole in my throat, as I attempt to swallow,
Life, angst, regrets and perished memories,
The question remains, will you remember me?
My smiling face, my bubbly personality,
All drawn out of me, am I living a reality?
A reality without you, is not reality at all,
I close my eyes; one last blow, my head hits the wall.
Gone, forgotten, forever out of sight,
My once-so-great life, ended this night.
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Midnight writing. I always sound so depressed -.-