Tear It Out, Tear It Out!

I want to,
Write a poem,
Smeared with blood,
From where I ripped,
Her heart out,
With my bare hands,
Tore out,
With the nails,
Broken at the,
Fingertips,
Going fucking mad,
Off these god damn,
White walls,
With the ceiling,
Covering the blue

All there is,
Is the white,
White,
Music,
Blaring,
Senseless in my ears

Tear her heart out,
Scratch the poem into,
The bleeding flesh,
Pin the heart to the floor

Oh god no,
I have gone,
Out of my mind

Do it,
Tear it out,
Tear it out!

And she lay,
I am,
Across the floor

Breath faltered,
Poem never written

Having,
Tore it out,
I tore that damn thing out

Eyes finally lighting,
When it stopped beating

She's out of her mind