2-Sided Coin

If I slit my wrists would you care?
If I actually downed that same bottle, again, with no chance of survival
would you care?
If I tried to say, what I feel, what I want,
would you care?
If I tried to explain, my life, my dreams
would you care?
If I screamed at you, yelled,
would you care?
If you understood, listened,
would I care?
If you took the time, to hear me, to feel me,
would I care?
If you even tried,
would I care?
If I hurt myself, while hurting you,
would we care?
Would I?
Would you?
If I said, I hate you,
would you care?
If I said you ruined my life, my dreams
would you care?
If I said you're the reason I yell, scream
would you care?
If I told you, I cried, sobbed, because of you
would you care?
If I finally gave up, ran away
would you care?
If you called, worried, scared
would I care?
If you apologized, cried, sobbed
would I care?
If you finally understood, cared
would I care?
If we fixed this, talked it out
would we care?
Would I?
Would you?
If I said I had enough, said I was leaving
would you care?
If I told you I was done, school and my life,
would you care?
If I said I wasn't going, done of studying
would you care?
If tried to tell you why, make you see my side
would you care?
If I wanted to be everything you're not
would you care?
Would I?
Would we?
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I just can't take it anymore. I have so much fucking hate sometimes ... here's a small taste of it