Unfinished

My heart is strained,
My pain is in vain,
I will never be the same again.
What did I do? My love is long gone,
You've left me to deal with it all on my own.
When my belly hurt so much I cried,
Where were you? I was locked inside.
And when my heart was broken with loss,
My own energy I had to exhaust.
Where was my husband? to love and to hold?
Why had he left me alone and so cold?
Why didn't you care? I fell so low,
You are far from the man i used to know.