Look at me

If I look at my life in the past
The image is blurry and black
It's long since my story turned vast
Please dont make me look back

If I look at my own reflection
I see all the things you don't
Hate, fear and rejection
You say that you'll care but you won't

If I look at the heart in my chest
I see all the scars and the pain
Maybe it's all for the best
That someone like me takes the blame