Give Me Your Blessings
You got my hopes up, they reached the sky.
But I should've known, you loved to lie.
Claimed I was ready, as mature as one can get.
But then you go and say it's not time for me yet.
Where your intentions to hurt me, because that's what you did.
Not to mention the amount of truth you hid.
Don't tell me you were only trying to protect me.
Because you're the one with the sword as far as I can see.
I thought you were watching my back, clearing the road.
But it was only so I couldn't see your gun unload.
You gathered ammunition like bees with honey.
I should've known my only problem wasn't money.
So what now? Did you think that far?
Or are you just happy with where you are?
If you stitch back my wounds, I'd forgive and forget.
But I can't let you near me, I'm too upset.
Please just think this through, find some other way.
There's not a hint of a chance that I can stay.
I'll leave one way or another,
So give me your blessings, mother.
16/04/11
But I should've known, you loved to lie.
Claimed I was ready, as mature as one can get.
But then you go and say it's not time for me yet.
Where your intentions to hurt me, because that's what you did.
Not to mention the amount of truth you hid.
Don't tell me you were only trying to protect me.
Because you're the one with the sword as far as I can see.
I thought you were watching my back, clearing the road.
But it was only so I couldn't see your gun unload.
You gathered ammunition like bees with honey.
I should've known my only problem wasn't money.
So what now? Did you think that far?
Or are you just happy with where you are?
If you stitch back my wounds, I'd forgive and forget.
But I can't let you near me, I'm too upset.
Please just think this through, find some other way.
There's not a hint of a chance that I can stay.
I'll leave one way or another,
So give me your blessings, mother.
16/04/11
♠ ♠ ♠
Abroad.