Apology

This is the only way I can say it,
Without sounding questionable,
What did I do to make this,
All the more breakable,

It was only my opinion's,
And all that you said,
Does that make me a bad person?
Do you want me dead?

Out of all the things I did,
Was this the worst,
Do you really want to throw everything away,
Because of my quiet outburst?

I kept it locked up,
For as long as I could,
But then I turned on everything I believed in,
And did the worst I would,

I don't hate you,
You know it's not true,
You should hate me,
You shouldn't let this just pass though,

Yes i'm a jerk,
A backstabbing liar,
But think of what you've done to me,
Is more than shaving in the fire,

We'll point fingers,
All day long,
It's not doing anything,
We're just dancing to the rythem of this lieing song,

You don't know the truth,
But you havn't been told a lie,
I don't know what I want to do,
I wish I would've just stayed shy,

I'm not here to point anymore fingers,
Or to play innocent,
I'm not here to hide and keep to myself,
Or be so ignorant,

As you read this,
You'll think "What did I even do?"
But telling you would be worthless,
You wouldn't even think it through,

Now I know i've been a jerk,
That I was a fool,
That I was being shelfish and bitter,
I know I was cruel,

This isn't my war to fight,
Nor my battle to win,
I'm not even apart of this,
I've just caused sin,

So please when you read this,
I want you to know,
Maybe we're all the criminals,
The good in us died along time ago,