Only One

A million miles away and you're still on my mind

a thousand words of hate but i know you don't mean what you say

A hundred things i should do that will force me to face the truth

but there is just one reason I'm here now

one need I'm left without

and its you, you're the missing piece, the answer I've been looking for

but you've lost your mind to your own personal war

when did it all go astray? when did you start to hate, what you saw in the mirror

what i miss everyday

you fight and fight for something you wont let anyone see

you even fight me when i was just trying to be

the friend you can count on, the one who will never leave

and then i left because i couldn't stay

i couldn't watch you hurt yourself everyday

i couldn't stop you so i had to leave you

why do you have to hurt the ones who try to love you?

its not fair for you to say that you don't care

i know you care! inside somewhere,

and that's the boy i love, the one buried way down deep

the one who swore he would never cheat

but it seems like he's gone

dead underneath

and you? you're just a shell, an echo of what you use to be

and me? I'm just sitting here a million miles away with a thousand things to say and a hundred things to do but only one person i want to give my heart to