For Lack of Thought

The pain I have felt so often, reaching with so much desire for something that always escapes... Only I have caused it, I am the one dealing the pain... It's almost worse...

for lack of thought
for lack of word
for lack of love...

I see you, that pleading look in your eyes... It tears at my heart... And yet I do not feel for you... I don't want you back... I wish you could be happy, I wish you could move forward without enduring such hell... I am sorry your world is so full of gloom...

What's to be thought...
What's to be said...
What's to be done?

"You'll be loved, you'll be loved, like you never have known. The memories of me will seem more like bad dreams, just a series of blurs, like I never occurred... Someday you will be loved" ~DCfC

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ybxGMQcsln4

I'm sorry... It's not you... It's me...

The feelings aren't there... I can't change it...