My dear weakness

It's you, my weakness, filling me with sickness. Sickness eating at my feelings, killing all positivity. It's you, my weakness, strengthening my illness. Illness carrying on insanity. Insanity carrying on my sins, my regrets. I fall so fast, dear weakness, your lies can never be lies to me. Can you catch me, my weakness? Can you break me free of this repeating routine? My insanity is turning into disease, my dear weakness. Can you help me? I am deaf of every sound, except for any coming from you. I am suffering, I am paranoid, my weakness. Can you tell me what I fear? All I fear is losing you, my dear. All I want to be is here, seeing you. I am watching you, my weakness. I am stalking you. You are me, my weakness, the biggest part of me. You are my heart, the reason I am living. Why must all this pain follow alongside of you, my weakness?