I pay for it.

From A lifetime I never knew
To a happy family I never had.
From the tears I cried
To the lies I told
Mistakes I made
Smiles I faked.

No one knew I masked it
The pain no one ever saw.
They all assumed I was happy
No one ever knew.

I trace it all back to you
The mistakes you made
I pay for
The lies you told
I pay for

The man you married,
He hit me few
You never did anything

You mess up your life.
I. Pay. For. It.