Pain

The tears burn my eyes like acid.
The pain is unbearable,
But I like it.
If I've overcome it before I can over come it now.
But how long until the pain takes over?
How long until I drowned in my own blood and tears?
The future awaiting makes me anxious.
The mystery of it all, stops my breathing.
I can feel them crawling in my veins.
I scratch and tare through my skin.
I'm hypnotized and can't do a thing.
But when I'm sane I disdain the pain.
So what to do but end it all?
Stop the pain and desire.
I want it more than ever before,
But my light is burned out.
The time is up.
And the pain is long gone.