Addict

I was addicted to it
addicted to
to the smell
to the taste
to the feeling
I would tell myself that would be
the last time
and that I will never
do it again
but I did
I didn’t see the point of fighting it
because I knew it would always win
but you helped me fight it
you stood next to me
and we fought off the three headed monster
together
when nobody else believed in me
you did
you stayed by me in the good times
and the bad
you loved me when everybody else
hated me including myself
I no longer love
its smell
its taste
its feeling
the only thing Im addicted to now
the only thing I want
the only thing I require now
is you