This is what happened...

This is what happened,
this is how I feel.
The pain and love,
everything I held.
Too much for words,
and too much for actions.
None of that...
none of it can express my love.
Though I love you...
I cant help but feel...
I feel as though,
you aren't true...
The love you give,
is not mine.
The love you give,
is for him...
It shouldn't hurt this bad....
I know.
This is what happened....
when I truly loved you.