The Surprise Tea Party for Irene

I sit quietly
While a hurricane of emotions
Takes over my mind
Takes over my soul
I lose my sanity
In one distinct move
The pain is too much
It has bent my reality
It has blurred my vision
But it's going to work this time
I won't ever feel again

I want to watch you burn
If you really loved me
You would let me leave

How is this situation any different?
Just because I don't flaunt my emotions
Doesn't mean I don't have them
My silence is what you should really fear
Nothing is more dangerous than my silence
My mind is full of dark thoughts
I've already killed you
I've already killed me
I have already gotten my revenge
But none of this matters to you anyway
So why should I even try?

I want to watch you burn
If you really loved me
You would let me leave

You really take me for granted
You think I fear death
So I would never take my own life
But you're wrong
I don't fear death
Because what's on the other side
Is so much more satisfying
Than what's right here
You think I'm content with where I am
But you're wrong
You're always fucking wrong

I want to watch you burn
If you really loved me
You would let me leave

You have no fucking idea
How much I resent you
You are completely oblivious
You live in denial just like the rest of them
I really expected mroe from you
But that's life
Its full of disappoinments
Well I'm tired of your blunders
I know I'm a burden on your perfect world
So don't pretend to miss me
I'm done