The Feeling

Watch this feeling
Creep up over me
Watch it as it tears me apart
From the inside out

Like rain
It soaks me, and covers me
Making me cold inside
Making me not care

It suffocates me
It tortures me
Until I'm at my braking point
Till I'm past my breaking point

My soul seems split
Into two unequal peices

The smaller peice
strives for happiness

The bigger portion
wants to forever be sad