wait it out, it might be worth it.

You don't understand all the pain i hide.
it's a force of habit,
to confide with that pure silver knife.
and i always wish for one last night.

Maybe life is the punishment,
ties us down with all of this bullshit and lies.
I sometimes feel as if though it will never end.
but thankfully I know this way.

they say its the coward way,
I strongly agree.
I can no longer fight this fight.

maybe this earth is the hell.
we were all sentenced to life.
but I can finish this all.
In just one more slice.

my arms felt all my pain.
for all the years and years,
of unsaid misery.

Nothing will ever be the same,
i fucked it all up.
just to stay sane.
to not cry all those tears i had gained.

and with one last touch,
we part our ways.
and i know, better things are too be gained.