Excitement Flashes

Unintended hickey on my skin,
angry bite marks on my neck.
Proof of our newly reached sin,
are making me a train wreck.
The night's ecstasy,
flanking our every groan;
Driving me crazy,
with your every moan.
It comes back to me,
leaving me a little breathless.
You're so different then I thought you'd be,
and it's making me reckless.
Our bodies were pressed,
skimpy clothes between us as precaution.
Breathing hard, hair messed;
we resisted the tug of exhaustion.
A forgotten movie rolling on,
we gave in to the night's ambitions.
I wanted more, though it was wrong,
in the end, I resisted temptations.
As the hours came and went,
our energy finally faded.
Along with this new sour scent,
our eyes finally rested.
So why is it now,
when I find myself alone,
that my body takes a bow,
and my heart's a heavy stone?
Why is it that our passion,
so hungry and insisting,
sets my heart so ashen,
that it's slowly sinking?
As I drown my tears,
and wait for your return,
I'll control my fears,
and pray to god I won't burn.
For my love for you,
could never be greater...
And when I'm near you,
you make my soul lighter.
So I'll sit in my bed,
and think of your dark lashes.
I'll try to clear my aching head,
and ignore when excitement flashes.