Love you call it...

You say you love me, but is that really true?
you where gone so long leaving your smoked ashes behind
So you buy me emptyness in hopes to fill and unlock my heart
but i hid it away throwing my key into the sea
maybe one day as you sherch the ocean floor that your true love
had always been my key
for i am not a prize to be won
not a gift to be bought
but a small girl with a lonely heart.
♠ ♠ ♠
this has a deeper meaning to me about my biological grandmother who never showed any signs of wanting to really be apart of my life and showed up one day trying to buy my love and so i'd give her the title of my grandma.