To be happy

I'm tired of everyone yelling at me.
I want someone
to actually ask me what's wrong,
as if they really cared.
People are always asking me what I want
and I'll always just want to yell,
"To be happy."
I'm feeling empty.
Incomplete.
Worthless.
I'm lacking motivation,
but all I want is to be successful.
Sometimes I become too overwhelmed with my life,
I just want everything to pause for a moment.
Everything is just not the way
I want it to be.
I want to escape.
Run away.
To be somewhere without feeling like
a piece of me is missing.