Overdose.

Took too many, just too much,
Over did it & now I'm fucked.
Loved the speed more then it loved me,
I'm far too gone and my nose is bleeding.
I've got to quit before this comes true,
You said I have to stop, I can't leave you.
But you left me- so why act like you care?
This isn't your life, and life is never fair.
You don't understand, you never did get it.
I will never stop, so just, forget it.
I don't know why I even believed I could.
I went through hell for you, and you never understood.
I guess you'll erase me out of your life,
But I choose drugs- it's my goddamn right.