A Year Ago
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I was really wrong ,
To don't feel that I'll be strong .
I turned over the page ,
To a year passed in front of my face .
I'm confusing either be happy or sad ,
Because it was good and now its so bad .
When we where almost near ,
I was suffering from feeling fear .
And now a days when we stay far for a year .
I'm trying to keep a way from being yearn .
I loved many things I hate ,
and lived many months to wait .
For a long time I lay ,
Thought of what has passed and what the delay .
That's true I loss many things ,
But actually I win many friends .
They were even niggards to ask ,
And I was not fault when I said they were wearing a mask .
A mask for love , A mask for kind ,
The time was good to clear a way their mind .
They had the chance to break my wings ,
I wanna thank them because they are growing strengths .
Nevertheless , I was impacted of the changing time ,
But this change was good to show to me the exact line .
I promised to don't write , I promised to don't cry ,
But all what I'm sure about I was telling lie .
It's not my fault in this complicated time ,
Every thing I need will never be mine .
I was really wrong ,
To don't feel that I'll be strong .
I turned over the page ,
To a year passed in front of my face .
I'm confusing either be happy or sad ,
Because it was good and now its so bad .
When we where almost near ,
I was suffering from feeling fear .
And now a days when we stay far for a year .
I'm trying to keep a way from being yearn .
I loved many things I hate ,
and lived many months to wait .
For a long time I lay ,
Thought of what has passed and what the delay .
That's true I loss many things ,
But actually I win many friends .
They were even niggards to ask ,
And I was not fault when I said they were wearing a mask .
A mask for love , A mask for kind ,
The time was good to clear a way their mind .
They had the chance to break my wings ,
I wanna thank them because they are growing strengths .
Nevertheless , I was impacted of the changing time ,
But this change was good to show to me the exact line .
I promised to don't write , I promised to don't cry ,
But all what I'm sure about I was telling lie .
It's not my fault in this complicated time ,
Every thing I need will never be mine .