A Year Ago

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I was really wrong ,

To don't feel that I'll be strong .

I turned over the page ,

To a year passed in front of my face .

I'm confusing either be happy or sad ,

Because it was good and now its so bad .

When we where almost near ,

I was suffering from feeling fear .

And now a days when we stay far for a year .

I'm trying to keep a way from being yearn .

I loved many things I hate ,

and lived many months to wait .

For a long time I lay ,

Thought of what has passed and what the delay .

That's true I loss many things ,

But actually I win many friends .

They were even niggards to ask ,

And I was not fault when I said they were wearing a mask .

A mask for love , A mask for kind ,

The time was good to clear a way their mind .

They had the chance to break my wings ,

I wanna thank them because they are growing strengths .

Nevertheless , I was impacted of the changing time ,

But this change was good to show to me the exact line .

I promised to don't write , I promised to don't cry ,

But all what I'm sure about I was telling lie .

It's not my fault in this complicated time ,

Every thing I need will never be mine .