Love Songs, Please Stop!

Love songs, please stop making me want him again,
stop getting crazy ideas in my head,
that maybe he wants me again,
that maybe if i wait long enough he will miss me,
that i can make he jealous by simply
hanging with another guy, even if its a best friend.

Stop telling me that if he loves me then everything is okay,
or rather if i love him, that would be enough,
it used to be, just enough, to keep me going,
to keep me waiting there, just in case,
in case he turns around and decides he loves me.

But what do i get? Just rejections,
a sorrowful song, full of regrets, hurts, nothing but pain,
love songs, why? Why are you torturing me,
with all of your confessions, of love to him,
making me want to sing to him, your sweet melody,
to share with him that moment,
maybe then he will love me again.

Stop making me believe that you would be just enough,
to make him come back, to me,
stop telling me that just saying "i love you"
would fix everything, anything, what good does "i love you " do?

I have come to hate the words, "i love you"
they hold such meaning, and yet are pushed aside,
as if nothing, thrown at someone, not placed in their hands,
carefully so as not to break the glass that covers them.

Love songs, stop teasing me, stop torturing me,
with your sweet words, your catchy melody,
making me want to sing you out loud,
making me want to give you away, as a present,
to him, him who is the cause of my hurt.

Love songs, please stop getting in my head,
stop making me think of him,
make it someone else, who can return my feelings,
please, love songs, stop.