When I was alive

If I die young,
I'll have so many unsaid words, songs un-sung,

So I'll say it now, right here,
When I was alive I didn't have one fear,

When I was alive, I actually longed to die, to decay,
But I couldn't tell them that, I just couldn't say,

Oh how I wanted to pull that trigger, and use that rope,
I didn't care if it brought me pain, I only hoped,

Hope that after I was gone, they could suffer the way I did, before,
They judged me from the outsides, not my insides, my core,

I was never truly happy, not at all,
They would always knock me down, make me fall,

Nobody ever got me, because they couldn't see,
How it felt, to be, me.

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