Endings

Happiness only from my memories
I guess that's better nothing
Some people only have torture to live in and see
I'm walking by and I want you to say something

Last year wasn't even a year ago
It feels longer than that
I want you to know...
I'm looking away pretending you cease to live, remember that

Sometimes I'm so angry
Sometimes I'm more than sad
But never I'm happy with me
Unless I'm looking away from the bad

And that rarely and barely happens
And you're walking away forever, nothing can mend
And I'm crying for attention
I'll never be mentioned...

By you ever again
You'd never listen
You're not that way
You just distance yourself day by day

And it's killing me the same way
You were a friend
Now you're a stranger
It all came to an end

But I still pretend
There's still hope in this situation
Even though
The story ended awhile ago