into my mind

I know I'm stupid
I know I'm irrational
I'm silly and awkward and sad and I overreact and I'm probably insane
I know I'm in love with you
And I know you're going to stay

I'm in love with you and my problems
I obsess over my sadness, my madness
In the best of times I'm still upset
Why haven't you left?

I love you, I want you, I need you
I'm flawlessly flawed and terribly broken
My mind wanders to the darkest of places
I've lost my head