Hidden feelings

Hidden feelings,
Kept feelings.

Feelings that contain so much meanings,
So many feelings, meanings, wanting.

Things that want to be said out loud,
Things that has to be said, but might not be allowed.

Words that are on the tip of my lips,
But other words come out to form an eclipse.

Feelings that keep building up and getting stronger,
yet I'm scared of the answer.

Can’t say the words,
Unknowing if the words take us back or onwards.

So many things I want to say,
But assure me you will stay.

Tell me how you feel,
Tell me if the feelings are real.

Assure me it’s safe,
so that I’ll feel brave.

I have to admit,
I want you to say it.