Fragments.

I tossed and turned all night,
Thinking of what it would be like,
For you to hold me tight,
The thought was enthusing,
And it gave circles under the eyes.

If I were to tell you every thought I've had,
What would you do?
Would you smile? Would you laugh?
Would you give me a hug for the last time?

If things were different with her,
Would things be different with us?
What about that girl? And do you remember the other girls too?
Are you lost?

If I'm seen just as another memory, then I don't know.

And something was taken from me that I can never get back.
I can't even look you in the eyes and if I look in the distance and see you,
I quiver. My heart skips a beat; I'm not going to lie.
But I'm still left asking myself, “Why?”

When I think back to how this all began,
I laugh to myself and pretend that it's okay.

I was blinded by your words.
Light me out of here, 'cause we all know how much you care.

Light-hearted and fragmented
Jittery and kind.
You have all the time in the world.
So I ask myself again, “Why?” again.

It hurts 'cause I know that I tell the same story as many others,
And the story repeats and how does your mind work?
I'm still left trying to figure out
If everything you ever told me was a lie.

I'm neurotic, you're pathological.
It's demented; thoughts are infected.
Disturbing images, disturbing mind.
All I know is that I've run out of time.
♠ ♠ ♠
hi.