Numb

I used to feel happy.

I used to feel the wind and the air

I used to feel joy

Now all I feel is pain

Some times I dont even feel that

You are the reason for my pain all of it is you fault you are the one I have to blame

It started when I was fifteen, I thought it had ended but I guess I was wrong.

I guess for you it was just a stupid game.

You got him and his wife to play to .

Now you all are playing this game and the name of the game is lets destroy our kids lifes.

Its not me I am worried about its the other two I dont want them to go what I went through.

You might think its okay but its really not.

Every thing you have did to me has left me comply numb .

There is nothing left for me.

But there is much left for them I will not let any of you take that away from them.

I will not let you make them numb like me.

I used to feel all kinds of emotions now all I feel is pain .

I used to want all kinds of things now all I want is to be gone away from this eternal pain .

Even if that means putting out this eternal flam any thing is better than being so....

Numb!!!!