The Way I See Him
When I fist saw you I thought damn that boys hot!
I watched you for a while afraid to speak to you.
I knew you was way out of my league!
But after some time of staring at you more like gawking!
I got another impression and that was that you thought you was cool, I walked out side and was hesitant at first.
But than I seen you was alone and decided I should at least give it a try! So I walked up to you and said a friendly hi.
To my surprise you spoke back it through me way off guard,
I was anticipating you to say nothing and ignore me like every one else. Instead you proved me wrong by having a pleasant conversation with me! Some thing I defiantly was not used to!
After a while I realized you didn’t think you was cool.
I learned you didn’t care what people thought of you.
I also realized you didn’t have that badass attitude.
I was expecting you to have, actually you was rather calm the night I met you!
After a few hours of chilling with you and your cosines, my own came back and she brought
the whole crew!
I think that’s when I really felt myself stem take a blow cause wouldn’t you know she just had to bring the hoe that every one wanted with her!
I was glade to see you didn’t pay her much attion like most people would have! But later that night after I had met your sisters, she had me ask you if you like her and the answer you gave me made my heart sink! Why this happened I will probably never know.
One thing I do know is you turned down that hoe and that made me happy, but again I was not sure why cause I only know you for a short time!
As time went on me and you grew closer and closer.
But what I didn’t know was you was also very found of my
cosine as well. I guess it shouldn’t have surprised me that much when you picked her over
me, I was used to rejection and I took it well.
She was always getting picked over me, and it never really hurt till now. It took me a while to figure out why I was so hurt.
Some would say jealousy and I first I thought that to but than I remembered I had never been jealous of her before so why would no be any different?
Than I thought maybe I envied her cause she had every thing and I nothing! But that wasn’t it either, than one day when we was all hanging out. I knew just what it was and is wasn’t envy nor was it jealousy.
It was some thing much stringer and I wasn’t sure what to or what to say! So at first I went on normally like nothing was wrong.
I would talk to you and her on three way for hours.
Neither of you really seemed to notice this charade I had going
and for that I was happy. But I couldn’t pretend for long she was starting to notice some thing was wrong!
So when she asked me to tell her what is was I simply said I can not tell you because you would not like what I have to say!
She looked at me with concern in her eyes and said you can tell me any thing no matter what, I didn’t know whether to lie or to tell the truth? Finally I looked at her and said!
I AM HOPELESSLY IN LOVE WITH HIM!
She looked at me and smiled and said I figured it was some thing like that she didn’t hate me for what I said but yet she seemed to be distant around him every one including him noticed..
They broke up a few weeks later and to my surprises yet again!
He honored his word and we soon started dating.
I know thinking many different thing about him like instead of damn he is hot! I now think:
Damn how did I ever live without him?
Instead of seeing him as some one who thinks he is cool I see him as:
Smart, funny, loving, cuddly and best of all I think of him as:
MINE
I watched you for a while afraid to speak to you.
I knew you was way out of my league!
But after some time of staring at you more like gawking!
I got another impression and that was that you thought you was cool, I walked out side and was hesitant at first.
But than I seen you was alone and decided I should at least give it a try! So I walked up to you and said a friendly hi.
To my surprise you spoke back it through me way off guard,
I was anticipating you to say nothing and ignore me like every one else. Instead you proved me wrong by having a pleasant conversation with me! Some thing I defiantly was not used to!
After a while I realized you didn’t think you was cool.
I learned you didn’t care what people thought of you.
I also realized you didn’t have that badass attitude.
I was expecting you to have, actually you was rather calm the night I met you!
After a few hours of chilling with you and your cosines, my own came back and she brought
the whole crew!
I think that’s when I really felt myself stem take a blow cause wouldn’t you know she just had to bring the hoe that every one wanted with her!
I was glade to see you didn’t pay her much attion like most people would have! But later that night after I had met your sisters, she had me ask you if you like her and the answer you gave me made my heart sink! Why this happened I will probably never know.
One thing I do know is you turned down that hoe and that made me happy, but again I was not sure why cause I only know you for a short time!
As time went on me and you grew closer and closer.
But what I didn’t know was you was also very found of my
cosine as well. I guess it shouldn’t have surprised me that much when you picked her over
me, I was used to rejection and I took it well.
She was always getting picked over me, and it never really hurt till now. It took me a while to figure out why I was so hurt.
Some would say jealousy and I first I thought that to but than I remembered I had never been jealous of her before so why would no be any different?
Than I thought maybe I envied her cause she had every thing and I nothing! But that wasn’t it either, than one day when we was all hanging out. I knew just what it was and is wasn’t envy nor was it jealousy.
It was some thing much stringer and I wasn’t sure what to or what to say! So at first I went on normally like nothing was wrong.
I would talk to you and her on three way for hours.
Neither of you really seemed to notice this charade I had going
and for that I was happy. But I couldn’t pretend for long she was starting to notice some thing was wrong!
So when she asked me to tell her what is was I simply said I can not tell you because you would not like what I have to say!
She looked at me with concern in her eyes and said you can tell me any thing no matter what, I didn’t know whether to lie or to tell the truth? Finally I looked at her and said!
I AM HOPELESSLY IN LOVE WITH HIM!
She looked at me and smiled and said I figured it was some thing like that she didn’t hate me for what I said but yet she seemed to be distant around him every one including him noticed..
They broke up a few weeks later and to my surprises yet again!
He honored his word and we soon started dating.
I know thinking many different thing about him like instead of damn he is hot! I now think:
Damn how did I ever live without him?
Instead of seeing him as some one who thinks he is cool I see him as:
Smart, funny, loving, cuddly and best of all I think of him as:
MINE