Running Wild
When I was a kid I never let anyone see me cry
I said it showed weekness and that just wasn't who I was
I was emotionaless and brave nothing or no one could break me
Than one day I met you and it was some thing brand new
You was the first person to see me cry . I would hold it in as
Long as I could which wasn't very long you would hold me and tell me
Its okay to cry . It been a while since I cried but I just cant help who I am
Inside . every time some one hurts me I try not to cry but its not easy to hid
the pain . So I fond a new way instead I only did it once but it made me feel
Better but I wanted to try other things that wouldn't scar or leav such a big mark
Both things do the trick and make it all better but I am afraid I'm getting addicted
And I dont know what to do my emotions are going crazy and I have no control
Over them any more , I hate this feeling I feel there is a war rageing on inside of me
And no one not even me can make it stop !!
I said it showed weekness and that just wasn't who I was
I was emotionaless and brave nothing or no one could break me
Than one day I met you and it was some thing brand new
You was the first person to see me cry . I would hold it in as
Long as I could which wasn't very long you would hold me and tell me
Its okay to cry . It been a while since I cried but I just cant help who I am
Inside . every time some one hurts me I try not to cry but its not easy to hid
the pain . So I fond a new way instead I only did it once but it made me feel
Better but I wanted to try other things that wouldn't scar or leav such a big mark
Both things do the trick and make it all better but I am afraid I'm getting addicted
And I dont know what to do my emotions are going crazy and I have no control
Over them any more , I hate this feeling I feel there is a war rageing on inside of me
And no one not even me can make it stop !!