Running Wild

When I was a kid I never let anyone see me cry

I said it showed weekness and that just wasn't who I was

I was emotionaless and brave nothing or no one could break me

Than one day I met you and it was some thing brand new

You was the first person to see me cry . I would hold it in as

Long as I could which wasn't very long you would hold me and tell me

Its okay to cry . It been a while since I cried but I just cant help who I am

Inside . every time some one hurts me I try not to cry but its not easy to hid

the pain . So I fond a new way instead I only did it once but it made me feel

Better but I wanted to try other things that wouldn't scar or leav such a big mark

Both things do the trick and make it all better but I am afraid I'm getting addicted

And I dont know what to do my emotions are going crazy and I have no control

Over them any more , I hate this feeling I feel there is a war rageing on inside of me

And no one not even me can make it stop !!