Hidden

Anger.

Pain.

Resentment.

Its all there.

Buried deep inside.

I’ve so much hostility .

And its all toward you.

I feel like you’ve damaged me.

You may not have laid a hand on me.

But you have left me.

High and dry.

When I needed you the most.

You gave me a freedom.

But I wasn’t ready for it.

You forced me to grow up.

While I was still just a child.

Now as an adult you want me to be that child again.

You gave that up.

When you forced me to be who I am now.

You made me:

Strong.

Independnt.

And many other not so nice things.

I’ll love you for ever.

Because you gave me life.

But deep inside I’ll always hide.

The feelings because of what you did to me.