Innocent

When I was young I was quite blind
I had so much faith in the world
Perhaps I was maybe much too kind
My beliefs and promises were hurled

My life had extremely changed
Life definitely seems really silly
My innocence was completely maimed
Though I do not miss it really

I rather know the horrors than be sane
Who knew the world carried such cruelty?
Misery falls on my person like rain
This world is not pure at all, truly

The best part of believe is not the lie
The world is like a blood red sky
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I hate sonnets! Do you know how hard they are to write?! This is homework so I figured I could upload it anyways. It's pretty depressing.
It's saying that the world is horrible and I rather be aware of that than be ignorant, even at the cost of my innocence.