I owe my heart to you

My heart jumped as I saw your face
It made me flinch as gasp at your glory
It wasn’t enough that you got me down begging on my knees
It wasn’t enough that you made me believe

And now I see that fake in your eyes
You’re nothing more then a disguise
So run away as fast as you can
Because I won’t give you a second chance

It’s a dark place to be now in my shoes
I fell so alone, but what can I do?
I can’t cry, because I’m not sad
I won’t scream, because I’m not mad

But what am I without you?
You and your love that’s making me bloom
And do I seem to have it all
Although I lost you

And it doesn’t seem
Like the end of it is going to come soon
But I pray to God that it does
Because my heart is just not strong enough

I stand in the rain
All alone wishing you’d come already
And twist me so close I could feel the warmth
Under my fingertips

I hope you enjoy
The rest of your life
Because there will be no one who would love you like I
And no matter how much you deny it, it’s true

I owe my heart to you…

And once I see you again
After ten years of living my life
I will come to realize
That I was right all along

And that you were the one that was wrong
Because all this time
Although I was hurting
You were the one who made the wrong choices

And now we stand here alone
With our jaw’s on the floor
Waiting for someone to say something
Even though we both know that we are too weak

As we started to stutter
‘How you’ve been?’
‘Everything okay?’
We don’t see that word play

That echoes around us
That changes our thoughts
And we don’t see that we’re still in love
But we both know it now

And I’m trying to find the words to say it
As are you trying to make it
Sound as real as possible
It hard to know that we were so in love

But I know I will eventually tell you
Even though I might linger it till the day I die
I know I will tell you
That all I ever believed in was that,

I owe my heart to you…