Falling Apart

When I look in the water
nothing is looking back
when I look in the mirror
all I see is me
When I look in your eyes
I can see all of your lies
When I look at my hands
all I see is them shaking
When I look in the mirror
all i see is a girl who used to be.
When I look into your soul
all I see is black
When I look to my heart
all I see is decay
When I look at you
I want to puke
When I look at my eyes
I see nothing.

I used to care,
I used to try to be fair,
I used to cry
and now I just want to die.
I feel old and unwanted
used and tossed
My life is shit
and I'm the only one who has to deal with it.