Epitome of Love-Hate

Verse:
You've left me in a dreamy state of intoxication
forever drowning in your presence
lost forever in you warmth
I can only wish for you to return

Chorus:
Love is for fools
and I promised myself to never love again
but you have me captured in your beauty
both on the inside and out

Verse:
I've ripped my hair out
while you set me alight
I've torchured myself and am left indignified
you've shown me you're worth more than me at worst
but bigger than god himself at best
I'll keep hurting myself
just to be half as beautiful as you

Chorus:
Love is for fools
and I promised myself to never love again
but you have me captured in your self worth
but still hold me close to you

Verse:
I can barely stand being in the same room as you
finding it more difficult as the days pass
having to fight to refrain
from breaking in front of you

I cry myself to sleep sometimes
just knowing that you are not flawed
you don't have demons to fight
you don't have sleepless night

I'll silently break, each and every time
because I know that what I'm doing makes you happy
I'll forever help you when you need it
promising to drop everything
just because you asked

Chorus:
Love is for fools
and I promised myself to never love again
but you have me captured in your beauty
both on the inside and out

Love is for fools
and I promised myself to never love again
but you have me captured in your self worth
but still hold me close to you