Numb

You become so numb that nothing phases you. Nothing.
You don't know what you want anymore. In fact, you don't want anything.
You feel like you no longer even have a chance at life.
Like you're breaking .... made of glass.
Like you're tearing .... made of paper.
Like life has taken everything you had and were.
It seems impossible to think of anything better for you.
You feel so alone.
Will someone ever find you? In the darkness that your in.
You look for any escape possible.
"Rescue me!" you cry to an empty abyss inside of you.
But you know better.
Better that to think of hope.
Better than to show emotion to anyone.
They all think your fine. They know nothing. And they don't care to know.

"Are you okay?" they ask, not really caring.
You reply," Yeah just tired." Tired.
T orn apart.
I nsecure.
R eally faking my smile.
E xtremely sad.
D rowning in my tears.
"Yeah just tired."

Numb.