Not My World

Learn to comprehend
that you're not my world.
Even though I did care.
You're just not...
understanding my thoughts.

I am trying to face the world;
I am really going to do this.
Once and for all-with or without
you here to support me.
To love.

Yes, I am selfish.
and yes, I am mean..yes, I swear.
It's life, it's stress, it's me.
I need to know who I really am;
before I figure out anyone else.

So just-
I don't know; maybe you could...
grow up a little?
stop whining, stop depending on people?
It's what I am trying to do.