end of time

you see me smile
but is it real?
you see, i dont have
what it takes to deal
with these emotions
with this pain
i want to know how it feels
to be happy again
you tell me you care
but its hard to believe
so i cut and i cry
and then i decieve
you say i'm okay
and you say that i'm fine
but one day you will see
this is the end of my time
i'll give you my
finale goodbye
my love, my dear
i dont deserve tears