Three Haikus

This is just a game
But I don't feel welcome now.
I'm not different.

Me: always the joke,
Always the fucking punchline.
Why can't I be me?

I try to be tough;
Try to be one of the guys.
But I can still feel.
♠ ♠ ♠
Sorry if this feels really emo! I know this isn't the usual me to be depressing and dark, but I'm just a little upset by something said to me and I felt the need to write.
On a lighter note, I have been working on the latest chapters for my three active stories and I'll be posting some new stuff on Monday!