Nothing Like Before

When I look into your eyes, I see no paradise
When you touch my hand, I feel like it's the end
When you seem to be everything, I see a new begining
When your body's next to mine, I can tell you're not all mine

When you're gone, I do not feel alone
You do bring happiness, but it's full of sadness
And if it's mind over matter, why the tear?
I swear, I'm not used to this fear

If none of us wants to be happy as a dove
If we want everything but love
Why does it feel like it's not enough?
Why do I have nothing to think of?

What happened to "knowing before risking"?
Oh and what about "thinking before acting"?
Am I really not into you?
Or, is this the start of something new?

Everyone is against something I do not see
You're the one I never wanted you to be
It seems to be dangerous, but I want more
It's something new.. Nothing like before